X-Y - I Miss You

It's raining this afternoon
We haven't talked for 10 days
You called me this afternoon
And you left me a message

Please answer me... You know
That I can't hold on without you!
This feeling is nothing new
But my heart is bleeding bad

'Cause I was afraid
That nothing would change
I turned my back on you
And drowned myself in lies

Now I know you were the best thing I've had
I let you go away and that's the worst thing I've done

Now I am missing you so much
Am I awake?
I am dying down here, alone
God, I want her back!

Now I am missing you so much
Am I awake?
They were lies!

I walk along this avenue
Where we met, do you remember?
It's my first time here without you
And it has never been so dark

I wish you could hear me say
Forgive me ('cause I was afraid, )
I really thought (that nothing would change)
So I lied (I turned my back on you,)
Now I know!

Now I am missing you so much
Am I awake?
I am dying down here, alone
God, I want her back!

Now I am missing you so much
Am I awake?
They were lies!
I still love you

Now I am missing you so much
Am I awake?
I am dying down here, alone
God, I want her back!

Now I am missing you so much
Am I awake?
They were lies!
I still love you

It's raining this afternoon
I’m watching the news on channel five
A sad story this afternoon
A girl committed suicide